*&+?|~!$< I am have a shitty week. I feel like a failure. I made Ricky hate me and Tommy dislike me and Jessie doesn't want to know me. Dad and I are not getting along. I let dogs hurt each other. So I am sitting here eating myself into oblivion, hating what I have done to people I love, trying to find a solution or an answer and nothing is working. I have spent most of my life struggling with this. It seems to be an offense in the eyes of others that I am living my life. I had to fight my mother to be able to live my life. And now I am having to fight another part of my family to live my life. Why is it never OK to be who I am? Is it really so bad? I understand that people don't always like me. That isn't what I am addressing. This is more of a not fitting the image that others have of me. Or not fulfilling their expectations.
Or is this all my imagination???
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Hi. My name is Martha and this is my blog. (Blog, blahg, blah) This is kind of an experiment. My intention is to post everyday but I am not sure that all of my posts will be public.
