June 10, 2010

Is being bored optional? I know that it is entirely possible to be busy and bored at the same time. I’m just wondering if being bored is a choice.

OK. Part of the issues with my blood sugar was the expired test strips I was using. Another part is the way I eat. And the final part is the lack of exercise. And then there is the whole deciding if I want to live thing.

June 8, 2010

10 more days and what have I accomplished? I now have three daily affirmations. I made a pincushion. I want to find some Cerreta’s candy to put in the box with it. Note – I went to the factory and bought some Pecan Caramels. Yum! And look, I actually sewed and it was fun. Now to get the shirts mended for Dad.

June 7, 2010

Hot! Hot!! Hot!!!

I was hoping to get a hair cut this month but it looks like that will wait for July. We have been at or over 110 degrees since Friday. June is like this in Arizona. July and August are long and hot but June is usually the month with the high heat.

We are almost at the end of the fiscal year and case managers are starting to bail out, three are quitting by the end of this month. Not that I blame them. It is just that the state is in a very difficult position financially and the workers are getting squeezed, mightily. Whatever happened to the concept of public service?

I suppose it could be worse. I could actually be out of a job instead of just taking a pay cut.

So, according to Dr Dyer I should think of something good rather than the sad or unwelcome circumstance. So, the good thing is … I have a job. I’m not claiming to be gainfully employed, but I do have a job. I am trying not to sink into the downward spiral of depression. In fact, I am trying to lift out of the dysthymia funk that I currently find myself in.

June 4, 2010

Well my weight is becoming more of a problem. I have had some numbness in my left leg today. This is an indication that the nerve is being compromised probably somewhere in the spinal column. I see my regular doctor next Friday so this will be something for us to discuss – yet again.

June 3, 2010

Don’t I have anything to say?

June 1, 2010

Still haven’t won the lottery. RATS! But I did have a fairly nice weekend. Still haven’t found the little pewter heart that I lost. I am sure it is in my bedroom SOMEWHERE. I miss that little heart and am carrying an Arizona quarter around ‘til I can find it.