October 19, 2011

I'm losing it. I am absolutely losing it. I will take the desipramine again tonight. But I am outright losing it.

October 11, 2011

I put a meditation timer on my phone. Now I don't have to go looking for the YouTube version. I listened to it at lunch time and again now at the front desk. Don't know about anybody else but it us helping me.

I took a 4 day weekend over this holiday. And I feel quite good. Almost yummy in fact. While Susie and I were out shopping I kept looking at bling type stuff. I was finding it quite attractive. That is unusual for me.

October 5, 2011

My eyes were opened to a new vision yesterday. I have seen how much leeway has been given to me. And I feel bad for Stephanie. Perhaps when I win the lottery I'll offer her a job as my Personal Assistant.

October 3, 2011

My big chance to give up coffee has arrived! I just hope I don't kill too many people in the process.

I successfully meditated on Saturday. And it went so quickly. I hardly knew the time had gone by.

September 30, 2011

Tomorrow starts the last cycle for this year. I'm not sure what I will be doing yet. Meditation keeps popping into my head so probably that will become my focus.

September 27, 2011

88 days to Christmas! Enjoy your day. I had the opportunity to do some seam ripping this morning. Our receptionist had to take her daughter to the dentist so I got to phone sit.

September 26, 2011

BLEH!

Too much bill not enough money. I got my retirement info in the mail over the weekend. The retirement qualifiers have changed. I qualify for early retirement now and normal 80 point retirement in 2013. More to think about.

September 24, 2011

WOW!! Dad is tired. Susie is nagging at me. I'm trying to catch up. And people just keep yap, yap, yapping at me like they are the most important part of my life. Well, the problem is that you are not more important than me when it comes to my life. So, suck it!