September 22, 2011

What a day this has been. People are getting sick and dropping like flies. I will be out tomorrow and trying to battle a cold. I need to find a better decongestant. and I am still hung up on winning the lottery.

September 20, 2011

So, I'm not having fun. I may have "stumbled" onto something. I enjoy a lot of things ... but am I having fun? I'm thinking there is a difference. Does enjoyment = fun?

Maybe I should start by writing down the definition of fun.

Enjoyment or amusement: pleasure
Playful, often noisy activity

Yes, by this definition I do have fun.

September 19, 2011

I am almost at the end of this 3rd cycle and I have bupkiss to show. I had one lucid dream that I did not write down, all I have are a few notes. and I still do not have love in my heart. And the next cycle covers a bunch of holidays and I don't know how much I will be able to do.

And now we might be loosing our reception temp. She isn't having fun anymore and that is one of the reasons workers stay. When the fun stops the dedication needs to take over. I know she has dedication in her but don't know if it will apply to the job.

I stopped having fun years ago. Hm ...

September 16, 2011

It isn't everyday that I have an opportunity to experience another culture. The Hispanic community is so close and yet so far away.

September 13, 2011

AAUUGGHH!! This week is a dud already and it just started HELP!

I was to cry because I feel frustrated. And the good thing is I know what to do about that. I am facing the task of telling Sheila she needs to get the kids to help her and Bill with the house.

I find myself in a work environment where I cannot truly express myself.

OCD is no longer a viable rescue. It never was.

I really, really hate my job today.

Should I apply for a job that I actually cannot be hired into? No. That sounds like spinning my wheels. There are a couple of other jobs on the State list I do qualify for. I will explore those areas further.

September 6, 2011

So far today is a stinker and this doesn't even involve the killer cat. I was supposed to start house sitting for Sheila and Bill today, BUT they are having a minor emergency so the start date on their vacation has been pushed back a little. We hope.

And this day has gone from bad to worse. I spilled my water all over a table in the lunchroom. Bernadette helped me clean it up and she is just a marvelous example of the right attitude. But I am sunk and sinking further. So when I get home I will have to communicate with Susie!!!

August 31, 2011

Susan made it to work today ... miracles happen. I hope it takes this time.

I really want to be at home sewing. I will try to take a few days off while I am house sitting for Sheila.

I am hoping to finish Ernie's quilt and make some real headway on current projects. I was looking at my Quilt List on the computer and I have lots of work to do.